A week of loneliness..

I miss him totally.. I'm struggling the loneliness and the emptiness that sets into my life after we parted. Am I fighting it alone? I know there's plenty of people out there suffering too.. I was just chatting on the irc with a lady.. seems like I'm not the only one who's wasting our time away just to pass those moments. Seriously, I know that we can put those times to better use. And why are we not? Probably, the future path of my life is so distorted that I don't know where I'm heading anymore.. Of course, this is not arrow pointing time.. Actually, I lost my compass quite some time ago. probably 3 years ago..