I never fail to amaze myself when I read back what I've written over time.. Haha.. I'm no longer updating this blog.. The reason? I'm no longer me as a single entity. Sad and Happy but true. The only time if I ever come back to this blog is probably when I turn sexy again? haahhahaha... Just kidding.. Feel free to visit me at kiatkelly.blogspot.com

Return of 4.5kg and other updates..

Woh.. 10kg, there it goes.. But it returns easily too.. I haven't been focusing on maintaining it.. Now and then, priorities are different? Nope.. Basically, I always give in to my cravings and all the temptation.. By the way, I got a job. And I'm back in accounts and it's for a reason.. At least, full time for a year lor.. kekeke.. Maintaining a relationship ain't easy huh... My darling and I are kinda struggling very hard of accepting each other as we are.. However, the temptation of changing each other for the better kept surfacing. How.. Can love alone ever submerge our differences and expectations as well as desire of domination over each other? I've been asked.. WHat do I want? My future? I want to manage, maintain and expand this business under the arms of His.. I want to have a house to call my own, a man who loves me as who I am, some children that my parents can play with and that I love and nurture.. I thank him for giving me this space to think abt what I want too.. Oh, another news.. I've accepted Christ as my one and only God.. On a Saturday after Good Friday.. Thanks to a very wonderful play that has illustrated God's love for human kind.. Can the world be saved from the worsening weathers and catastrophics that has been happening..

Status of Employment? Jobless/unemployed!

 
Heya, time flies after I quit from DFS Venture and currently, I'm looking for a sales position and I've been lobo-ing for coming to 1 month next week liao! Will be sending out more applications this week lor.. kekeke.. I wanna conquer my sales quota, man.. kekek.. Don't worry too much abt me, okay? Just feel free to ask me out for lunch.. I'm sure the best u can do is blanjah me makan.. hahahahaha..  

NEW EVENTS & UPDATES - SEP 06

I’ve signed up for standard chartered half marathon which would take place on 3^rd dec 2006. however, I have 2 acca papers which I dunno if I should sign up for them both or not… sigh..  and they’re super tough papers lor.. tax and audit (3.1 & 3.2).. I hope to pass the 2 papers this time round!! I’m trying to get into the mood to study by tagging along with bf to lavender for his classes on alternate weekends.. but who knows, I fail to study last weekend cos I hang out with al for lunch, movie and some shopping at suntec..

 

this weekend, it’s my birthday!!! But it’s also my man’s birthday!! iI’m supposed to wait and receive my birthday gift worh.. in the end? I have to crack my head to buy him stuff.. share the cost of birthday celebration.. everything is shared!  So sad.. dun feel so special after all… he ask me what I want for my birthday present.. I’d love to have a presentable watch of a certain branded range lah.. cos I have 35% off the retail price… why not.. but if he really gives me a watch, he’d want to have a watch in return too, right? And man’s watch is much more expensive than a woman’s!! I super lugiiii man… might as well ask him to offset and buy myself the watch.. cheapo kelly..

 

btw, I tried to apply for leave next yr in jan 07 so I can take care of my man when he’s studying in perth for 1 week (distance learning).. but my leave will most probably be rejected cos I have to prepare those audit schedules/tax computations.. etc etc.. good also actually… save my money for the trip.. can use the money to buy a laptop lor… right? Kekeke…

 

Btw, these days, I’m super moody.. something is wrong with me lor.. dunno what’s wrong though.. I tend to be depressed and feel like crying for no obvious reasons or maybe for some reasons.. like I miss my brother.. hoping he’d be back soon.. like I felt that I’m overloaded with work as compared to my colleagues.. maybe, I’m stressed abt my expectations on my studies.. or maybe I’m stressed abt work that has been pended for too long.. maybe, I’ve been deprived from socializing for too long.. cos I’ve been a good girl, staying home and not hang out and entertain, etc, etc.. but it’s killing me softly… slowly… silently too..

WEIGHT MANAGEMENT

I’ve been crazy lately.. Binging again.. Keith would say, what’s new? Well, I was 74.5kg last Sunday..  I haven’t had the courage to step on the weighing machines for a month already.. Well, the shock was too much for me tat i actually stop myself from binging at night.  And 3 days later, my weight lowered to 71kg.. it might just be water loss but I ate a lot still in the day.. just controlling my night supper/dinner.. I also started exercising last Friday..  for the first time after 2 mths of rest.. hahaha..

 

Crazy binging..

Well, I’ve been really crazy lately.. I’ve been binging a lot too.. I believe it is out of stress…

Out of what kind of stress? I actually not very sure leh… I’m back to 70kg once again..

5 months 1 day

Hehhehe... Well, the reason why I haven't been updating this blog is to find out who has been reading my blog mah.. ANd the only way to find out is to wait for complaints and feedbacks mah.. hahahaha.. Like REAL! Well, my buddies always know me well, right.. Everytime I'm attached.. I disappear in "thin" air.. but you can look for me if you need any help.. k.. Another reason is also because my darling reads my blog whenever I update them.. Then, it defeats the purpose of me complaining here... but think again, I should continue to update you all mah despite him reading abt himself here.. hahahha.. It's been almost 2 months since I last updated myself here.. I've been working in this new company for 5 months 1 day already!! Wow... And.. I've been happily attached for 5 months 1 day too.. Great! Bad news... I haven't been jogging for the past 5 months too... Slacker now.. My soft flabby fats have won the battle against my toned body/flesh.. My muscles have given way and disappeared like I did for the past 5 months.. But the good news is.. I'm going to start training my body once again.. I hope I will visit the gym more frequent or go jogging more often cos I can't wait to be married.. The condition I've set myself is.. to slim down by 22nd June 2006 so I can book a date for ROM.. Would like to have my own house and take care of my own things.. I've been pampered toooo much and I would like to suffer a little by doing some houseworks and have some chance to display my initiative to maintain my house conditions too.. I would like to walk around the house naked without my parents' complaint that I don't like to wear clothes at home... I would like to paint my own house if possible.. I would like to have a big lcd tv in my living room.. I would like to have a big cupboard to keep all my smelly shoes.. I would like to have an oven so I can bake.. I would love to have a piano too.. so I can learn to play it soon.. I would love to have someone to sleep with me every nite other than nites when he goes for reservist and OT.. I would love to wake up early in the morning and kiss my bf/husband when he leaves for work.. would love to make myself and him some breakfast.. I would like to have an exercise machine at home if I decided not to continue with the gym membership.. hmmmm.... many many others lor.. As for my current job, I really love the exposure to deal with auditors, handle tax computation, bank related matters, investigate matters.. Thanks to my boss.. however, I think this is not enough for me.. I want more.. Will do a review on my current job soon by next February perhaps! Heheh.. Did I tell you guys that I'm taking the ACCA...? Will be taking the paper on 7th June 2006, Wednesday! Hopefully, I can pass with flying colours this time! hehe.. Time to get back to work, man... Chat with you guys again, okay? Hope all of you have been having a good life hor... If not, feel free to call me if u need a listening ear.. BUT, DUN REPEAT UR STORIES, K.. I'll be bored.. dun say I mei ren qin, okay.. I'm sorry, my friends.. I've been neglecting you all lately... Sorry lor.. I've been so busy that I haven't got time to cut my hair yet leh.. Forgive me huh.. Excuses and excuses.. hehehe