Europe trip?

Geraldine.. My europe trip is cancelled liao.. The couple's planning is $8200 per pax.. and recently, after so many pple's comment.. I decided not to go already. Euro n Pounds against me now also.. And I can only save half the amt or less.. I have other fren who's going in May this year. 17 days budgeted at $3K expenditure only. Great! But too bad.. It's his click of frens.. Will wait for the right company then go next year or year after.. since I've passed 26, youth age.. anyway. Seriously, I have always wanted to go alone, backpacking.. But hor.. too much effort and I'm too lazy and I'm fearful that I'll be bullied up there in europe so.. will wait for that special someone to go with me some day.. Hee....

Hmm... this is also taken in December 2004.. after Taiwan Trip... At secret garden. It's a very lovely place.. Love to hang around there.. cos it's pretty close to nature... Hmm at 26 then I realise that I love nature so much.. but not inclusive of those bugs, insects n snakes.. please...Hmm... btw, I didn't realise that I look so good... hehehehhehe.... See? a good camera does reflect a better u!! I'm going to splurge on a digital camera this year... Since I didn't buy any laptop/pc/pda this year... hor...? kekekkeek... 

Took this when I was in taiwan last year.. time flies... 

I’ve got a NEW PET!!!

Well, guess what… My first new official pet in my whole 26 years of my life… Hamster.. hmm…. Lifespan is only 2-3 years… Well, commitment is not too long as compared to having a dog or cat, eh? Previously, we have a kitten at home.. picked up from the street.. But then.. I dunno what happened.. mum put it back into the streets again.. Well, anyway, I haven’t buy my hamster food, bedding n other stuff yet… Will do it tomorrow, perhaps..? Hmm… this 2 male hamster belongs to Jo, my colleague.. She told me she got 16 of them.. and oh my god… how did she manage to take care of all of them……

Jogging today...

Oh my God… I can’t believe it… I ran 4.8km today non-stop today!!!! I can’t believe it… All these while that I’ve been jogging alone… I’ve been jogging 3.2km???? I didn’t know that!! Thanks to Keith n Qingxiang for their encouragement! Karen is jogging way up front… keekke.. Hee… There’s something I wanna confess. A BIG mistake.. of telling someone whom I just chatted with on MIRC, my blog address… And he wants me to call him to chat on the phone! The worst thing is… when u refuse to call him on the phone, he mesg me on msn, hi, fat woman.. He’s so rude!! Very immature of him.. But well, it’s my mistake this time… Just because I am too lazy to look for the photos… I gave him my blog address… Sigh… I totally regret this action of mine… Sigh, sigh, sigh… Anyway, what’s done cannot be undone… so.. will just leave it as it is… Strangers… I’m still having a headache since jogging this morning.. Wondering if I can still pack my room later... New Year mah.. Must pack..

Flashback of memories..

Yes, indeed heart-warming.. Well, I was reading an email from Cindy again.. It's all in chinese.. And it's abt Holding HANDS... Sigh.. while reading this.. old memories flash pass me.. When he first held my hand suddenly at East Coast.. Sigh.. I guess, we all have to learn from our lessons.. Some broken ones can be mended.. Some, we just have to leave the scars there... Wish we are still together now.. But will I be as happy as I am now if we are together? I miss him still.. Wish we can still be together.. But will both of us be happy if we ever do..? Sob Sob.. Hey, friends.. I need someone new to have an overhaul done to my heart.. If u know of someone whom u think is good, nice and friendly like me.. please remember to intro him to me, okay.. Can't wait to have a heart surgery soon... ; )

My Happy Days..

Hmm.. I've been so nuah recently.. Wake up at 10am.. go to work at abt 12.30pm.. then, knock off when I finish my work.. I'm happy with the lifestyle but not with the compensation.. Sigh, in life, we are always not satisfied with this or that hor..? Well, I'm back to where I started before my insurance days. Meeting strangers is fun.. but the challenge of sales quota is over-whelming... So, what do I want now? Promote insurance on a leisure basis.. Find a stable job to fill up my time from Mon-Fri.. Enjoy Full time on Sat & Sun/public holidays.. As I was chatting with the cleaning lady in the office on Tuesday.. I was surprised that I don't have to turn up for work on FRIDAY !!! Cos it's a public holiday!! oh my god.. Am I going to go to work and find out that the MRT is not as packed? The streets are quiet?? kekekeek... Damn.. So glad that we chatted... kekekek.. Somehow, I love my life these days.. But such happiness is not going to last with such perspective in a few years down the road.. Well, I need to move my ass up.. Not going to stay where I am now.. else, my whole body is going to sag downwards.. hehehehhe... so funny.. ; ) Well, a gf, Cindy just forwarded me this ppt.. I think it's such heartwarming messages.. We all know these.. but sometimes, these messages just got hidden deep within our hearts that we need others to remind us of it.. MOMENTS IN LIFE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just wan to pick them up from your dreams and hug them for real... (well, if u dream of me.. hhahahha... I'm toooo heavy to be picked up.. hehehe..) When the door of happiness closes, another opens! But many times,we took so long at the closed door that we didn't even see the one, which has been opened for us! (Mine opens when you are far away, closes when u walk near.. So becareful.. hhahahha...) Don't go for looks; they can really deceive.. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile. because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seems bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. (Hehehhe.. I'm not implying it's me.. heheheh.. they say I look very sly when I smile, I agree, it's definitely deceiving.. kekeke) Dream what you want to dream; Go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. (Yeah lor.. That's why, not many pple have the chance to be as fat as I am now.. so, just let me be.. kekeke.. on the other hand.. I wan to be slim.. to know how many guys I can knock out...) May you have enough happiness to make you sweet. Enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. (life is sometimes too smooth for you that one little hurdle just trips you.. So.. it's good to have just enough difficulties to train you for the unexpected trials.. Hmm, is that why I'm happy? Cos I'm hopeful so something? must be hor.. ) The happiest of people don't necessary have the best of Everything! They just make the most of everything that comes along their way! (yeah.. not all the billionaires n millionaires are happy.. so, be zhi-1 zhu-2 lah.. else u will never be happy... ) The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; YOu can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. (Yeah, man.. just like walking.. if u keep looking to ur left, do u think u will continue to walk straight towards ur destination? Your body naturally tilt leftwards and leads u away from where u r heading to!! So.. LOOK FORWARD to where u wanna go n it won't be wrong..) When you were born, you were cyring. And everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that at the end, you are the one who is smiling and everyone around is crying. (I can't imagine pple laughing or smiling when I die, man...kekekek...) Don't count the years; Count the Memories... (What if I have parkinson disease... that's it.. where does my memories all go to.. ) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Okay, enough craps from me.. Chat with u again... My imaginary friends.. kekekk..

Hmm.. I've been so nuah recently.. Wake up at 10am.. go to work at abt 12.30pm.. then, knock off when I finish my work.. I'm happy with the lifestyle but not with the compensation.. Sigh, in life, we are always not satisfied with this or that hor..? Well, I'm back to where I started before my insurance days. Meeting strangers is fun.. but the challenge of sales quota is over-whelming... So, what do I want now? Promote insurance on a leisure basis.. Find a stable job to fill up my time from Mon-Fri.. Enjoy Full time on Sat & Sun/public holidays.. As I was chatting with the cleaning lady in the office on Tuesday.. I was surprised that I don't have to turn up for work on FRIDAY !!! Cos it's a public holiday!! oh my god.. Am I going to go to work and find out that the MRT is not as packed? The streets are quiet?? kekekeek... Damn.. So glad that we chatted... kekekek.. Somehow, I love my life these days.. But such happiness is not going to last with such perspective in a few years down the road.. Well, I need to move my ass up.. Not going to stay where I am now.. else, my whole body is going to sag downwards.. hehehehhe... so funny.. ; ) Well, a gf, Cindy just forwarded me this ppt.. I think it's such heartwarming messages.. We all know these.. but sometimes, these messages just got hidden deep within our hearts that we need others to remind us of it.. MOMENTS IN LIFE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just wan to pick them up from your dreams and hug them for real... (well, if u dream of me.. hhahahha... I'm toooo heavy to be picked up.. hehehe..) When the door of happiness closes, another opens! But many times,we took so long at the closed door that we didn't even see the one, which has been opened for us! (Mine opens when you are far away, closes when u walk near.. So becareful.. hhahahha...) Don't go for looks; they can really deceive.. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile. because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seems bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. (Hehehhe.. I'm not implying it's me.. heheheh.. they say I look very sly when I smile, I agree, it's definitely deceiving.. kekeke) Dream what you want to dream; Go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. (Yeah lor.. That's why, not many pple have the chance to be as fat as I am now.. so, just let me be.. kekeke.. on the other hand.. I wan to be slim.. to know how many guys I can knock out...) May you have enough happiness to make you sweet. Enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. (life is sometimes too smooth for you that one little hurdle just trips you.. So.. it's good to have just enough difficulties to train you for the unexpected trials.. Hmm, is that why I'm happy? Cos I'm hopeful so something? must be hor.. ) The happiest of people don't necessary have the best of Everything! They just make the most of everything that comes along their way! (yeah.. not all the billionaires n millionaires are happy.. so, be zhi-1 zhu-2 lah.. else u will never be happy... ) The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; YOu can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. (Yeah, man.. just like walking.. if u keep looking to ur left, do u think u will continue to walk straight towards ur destination? Your body naturally tilt leftwards and leads u away from where u r heading to!! So.. LOOK FORWARD to where u wanna go n it won't be wrong..) When you were born, you were cyring. And everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that at the end, you are the one who is smiling and everyone around is crying. (I can't imagine pple laughing or smiling when I die, man...kekekek...) Don't count the years; Count the Memories... (What if I have parkinson disease... that's it.. where does my memories all go to.. ) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Okay, enough craps from me.. Chat with u again... My imaginary friends.. kekekk..

New Year Resolution?

Sigh, I told my friend abt creating a new year resolution for this new year... like slimming down lah.... like u know, get this done, get that done. but hor, guess what she said? Dun need one lah... Well, I was thinking does anyone get their new year resolution fulfilled at all? I'm not sure... as for me.. I dun remember what were my past NY resolutions... hahahah... ANyway, for the first time in my life.. I'm saving money.. and you know the purpose of it all? For a trip to europe!! and it's not a backpacking trip.. heheehe.... it's a trip to above average.. kekeeke... Well, I really doubt I can get a kaki to go with me.. so... I've decided to be a lamp-post... Wish Cindy can take leave... who else can I get.. Someone Winnie n Sebas can be comfortable with too... and someone I'd like to sleep with.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Anyway, on my way home just now.. My classmate, Jason asks me a question I have not been able to answer the past few years............ "Kelly, What is your dream?" I answer him immediately saying that I just want to be happy... And I contradicted myself... WHAT CAN MAKE ME HAPPY? So....... PROBABLY, I can have some dreams... By fulfilling those dreams, I will have higher chances to be happier...? hahahhahahhaha....... IT's true.. I know.. But why does it take me so long to realise that I have to have a direction to make me happy!!! Ok.. will think abt it.. let u know next time.... kekekkeke.... Well, you are not going to see me online so often these days... u know why? Cos I am trying not to exceed the jetpack broadband download restriction of 250mb.. I have been exceeding for the past 2 months.. Hopefully, I dun exceeed it this month... I'm trying to save for the EUROPE TRIP.... Anyone got lobang for me to earn more money this month? kekekkee...... Have a great weekend!! Tomorrow's friday liao.. hurray!!!!!

Taiwan..

Taiwan is definitely a great place to eat n grow fat for me!! I've grown 3kg but after coming back sg for a few weeks, I've also slimmed down back to the original point.. well, I think, working life is good. It gets ur brain to focus on something else other than food.. hehehehe... Oh, the toilet there for ladies... u know, it's different from normal toilet.. you cannot flush your toilet paper/tissue paper into the toilet bowl... They provide a dust bin beside the toilet bowl for you to throw.. My friend took a pic of it for evidence of what I've just said.. but well, their taiwan beer is very nice too!! How did I spend my Christmas Eve? Spent it with my buddies at Winnie's n Sebastian's house, exchanging christmas gift.. Hee... I got a bag, a cup, and bodyshop travel package gifts... Then, on Christmas day, I went to Sentosa chalet with a group of NEW TOWN secondary schoolmates and I think, there's abt 25 of us? But well, only 12 of us stay behind.. It's so fun n scary that night.. We went to tour the haunted house left behind before the war.. It's so torn n dark inside the house... Not enough moonlight managed to shine into that house... There's a lot of bats in one of the room... and of course, bat shits all over!!! Scary... The worst thing is.. There might be lots of spirits around us, curious abt us.. My friend capture lots of light balls in the back ground... but well... not sure if it's THEM we captured or is it just reflections.... But my other friend managed to find facial features in the light ball image... anyway, I'm not going to scare myself further, right now, esp.. alone in the night.. kekeke... I'm thinking of heading to Europe with friends in april.. But they're a married couple! I dun wish to be a light bulb!! unless I find a kaki to go with me... My best friend can't go with me as she just got a new job and it's within probation period... sob sob.... Anyway, will wait n c..... In the mean time... this is a little late.. but HAPPY NEW YEAR to u!! Hope u have already finalised ur New Year Resolution!!