No Jogging but a Time for Reflection..

Well, guoliang's mum's birthday today.. Happy Birthday to Aunty... But well, that's why the jogging is postponed... Sob Sob... Well, I've been asked many times over irc & msn friends abt my criteria for bfs.. My best friend woke me up with the fact that there's no 100% in the following criteria.. But well, the fact is, can I ever expect so much from a MAN ? ha ha... We'll just see abt that.. Humans r already so unique from each other and true compatibility would be so hard and it can only be compensated with love. And love dun lasts.. that's why divorce n break ups arise.. I am just a normal girl looking for a man to love me... Anyway, here's the criterias... (1)Someone who loves me more than I loves him. It's so tiring to keep giving n not receiving.. I should say I felt so miserable begging for his love.. (2)Someone who is sociable, mature & streetsmart. Basically someone with more exposure to life and the world out there.. (3)Sporty n active in lifestyle.. Love to have fun & chill out like me as well... (4)A guy who doesn't fear commitment.. I used to fear commitment till I met my last bf. I dunno why but somehow, I only have eyes for him only.. He's like my everything, boy.. I think, that is tooo much of me to expect a man to give me as much commitment. So, if u can't expect so much from ur bf.. then, what's the pt of having one then? (5)He must know how to show his care n concern for me.. I may be independent but still a small woman(in mandarin) hoping that there's someone there for me when I need a hug, some listening ears, and not just sneer at me... (6)Someone who always seek improvement in life, be it personal or for commercial value.. I hate it when that person likes to stay where he is and refuse to move.. that's not at all impressive.. Looks simple but it's a lot already to expect from a man.. The above criteria is not the main issue.. The main problem with me is.. I can't trust man!! IF u find a good, honest, faithful guy and on the account he doesn't stray now, it doesn't mean that he wouldn't stray in the future!!! And that's why I felt that looking for a guy with a past of having many girlfriends might be good.. In a sense, too much of everything isn't good n he'd be sick of it just like some of my friends and would be ready to settle down, no longer keen in knowing n making friends with girls liao.. which is the case for me. kekkeek... Somehow, if u can click with me, I'm better made a good friend/buddy than a gf.. cos I have too much expectations..

Feeling Blissful abt my Life right now...

Well, I'm so happy.. Blissful.. feeling so peaceful. This month has so much ups & downs and today, I felt the best!! haahahah... Well, I have so much things to look forward to!! Sat n Sun morning nature jog & hike, and playing badminton on sun evening!! So much activities!! BTW, I've been convinced to attend my colleague's wedding.. bo bien. I'm someone who finds it really really very hard to say "no" and I am easily convinced/persuaded.. Too bad for my pocket... It's already BURNT LOR!! THAT's why.. Just in case u didn't know.. I'm selling insurance, savings, investment and financial planning services. If u don't mind listening or doing some planning for ur retirement, call me on my mobile.. hahhahaha...No number? EMAIL ME lah... I NEED SALES !!!! Anyway hor, it's so fun having many friends to do sports or leisure activities together.. And I'm back to my joyful mood once again!! Cheerios...

Weekend is Finally Here!!

Hmm, I can't wait to go jogging in Mac Ritchie with a few ex schoolsecondary this Saturday.. Also can't wait to try out the hiking at Bt Timah Reserves instead of walking the footpath.. It's just like walking up the hill at Penang.. But, it's less siong.. Love it especially when we go makan after all the above.. hahhhahh... This October Month is quite crazy for me.. 10th Oct - Attend a buddy's wedding in Penang 17th Oct - Attend another buddy's wedding in SG 23rd Oct - Attend a colleague's baby full month and another's house warming 30th Oct - Didn't attend a new colleague's wedding/Bao Ang Bao Only.. 31st Oct - Attend a client's baby full month Wah lau... I very seh liao....

A week of loneliness..

I miss him totally.. I'm struggling the loneliness and the emptiness that sets into my life after we parted. Am I fighting it alone? I know there's plenty of people out there suffering too.. I was just chatting on the irc with a lady.. seems like I'm not the only one who's wasting our time away just to pass those moments. Seriously, I know that we can put those times to better use. And why are we not? Probably, the future path of my life is so distorted that I don't know where I'm heading anymore.. Of course, this is not arrow pointing time.. Actually, I lost my compass quite some time ago. probably 3 years ago..

Don't I look slim???? 

Hee.... I'm surrounded by beautiful babes, man.. 

Hmmm... Can't believe I still look good after jogging... hahhaha.. no lah, got put concealer and draw eye brow lah...hee..... Thanks to the great photographer...

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